insomnia

I think this is the third Monday in this month that I came here in the office without getting any sleep. I'm sure I look like a walking zombie. Not to mention my skin looks pasty and ugly as it already is. I don't know why I'm having trouble sleeping during Sunday night.

Okay, I admit that I did have a rather loooooooong catnap as soon as I got home from a recording with RTM (being the Corp Comm exec, I had to go with the Aquila Emas artistes for this exclusive recording for Hari Raya). I got home at 5:00 pm, went straight to bed and didn't wake up until 8:30 later that evening. I knew that I had to do something rigorous so that I'd feel tired and sleeping shouldn't be a problem. So I ironed all my newly laundered clothes, some of them seriously didn't want to be ironed because they still look crumpled much to my disappointment. I finished around 1 am and while the tiredness was still there, I quickly jumped on the bed to close my eyes and doze off. But no. My head was spinning with ridiculous thoughts and the next thing I knew, it was 5:30 am and the first prayer for the Muslims was being played in the nearby neighborhood. I started to feel sleepy but didn't dare to do so because I know, I would wake up late and get myself in big trouble if I show up in the office by 10am. So I made breakfast ( the first one I had in a long time, hahaha), took a bath, spruced myself (tried to not look sleepless but failed) and then went to work.

Now, my eyes are about to drop and I cannot wait for 6:00 so I can go home and just sleep. I don't care about missing dinner, I ate two full meals today anyway. I couldn't afford gaining more unwanted calories.

If next Monday I'll still come to the office without any, I seriously should go to the doctor and maybe get some sleeping meds. And then I'd be tempted to take all of them so I can sleep like Rip Van Winkle.

Hello, blogging!

Finally. I'm making a blog. Well, I've had this since last year but never really put something in here (it was required for one law subject that we make a blog and post our assignments here and obviously, it's empty which means, I didn't make any). I don't know why but it just seemed that writing didn't like me so much last year.

But now, thankfully, my writing genes break is over and I'm starting to write again.

I am not expecting avid fans for my blogs. I know I won't be able to update this blog on a daily basis since I could only write when my menstrual period is near and my hormones makes me think all sort of dismal thoughts. But I'm going to try to update this regularly. If you wanna know how my mundane day went, that is.

Anyway, here's to the first entry! :)